I have never known what I would really like to do in my life. I was attracted to some topics, but as it is in this life we want to be a "good boys and girls". So I was listening to my parents and went to high school and then college. I felt that this is not what I should do with my life, it was crystal clear, because every week I got drunk and drug myself. I just wanted to escape the reality. I was already pretty conscious about myself and I saw that this is not the fulfilling life.
When I was choosing the college I had no idea which field of study I should choose. But I knew for sure that I don´t want to be like my parents - going every day to work and work for someoone else, while your life goes through your fingers (goes by). I choose the economic field of study with the goal that one day I will have my own business. But I had no idea what will be my business. I think that is a mistake of a lot of starting students - to not have a goal, because then you study just for the paper and at the end you will be at the same place like at the beginning. And not just students make this mistakes. Eventhough we have now so many literature like Earl Nightingale - The Strangest Secret, we still go through our lives without a goal and then we are suprised that nothing works out.
I think that was why I was failing the exams. Life is beautiful and shows us signs, if we are going the wrong way, but it is hard to recognize those signs or even be brave enough to listen to them. I did not recognize them. I went to kinesiology, where I learnt the power of imagination. I imagined the successful exam passing and since then I passed them all and finished the college. But it was a big struggle. All my classmates were going to parties or had fun other ways but I was sitting at home and studying.
I do not say it was a waste of time. Because I learnt that power of imagination and that you need to have a goal in your life. What will I do next? I am working first on my goal and then I can start doing it.
When I was choosing the college I had no idea which field of study I should choose. But I knew for sure that I don´t want to be like my parents - going every day to work and work for someoone else, while your life goes through your fingers (goes by). I choose the economic field of study with the goal that one day I will have my own business. But I had no idea what will be my business. I think that is a mistake of a lot of starting students - to not have a goal, because then you study just for the paper and at the end you will be at the same place like at the beginning. And not just students make this mistakes. Eventhough we have now so many literature like Earl Nightingale - The Strangest Secret, we still go through our lives without a goal and then we are suprised that nothing works out.
I think that was why I was failing the exams. Life is beautiful and shows us signs, if we are going the wrong way, but it is hard to recognize those signs or even be brave enough to listen to them. I did not recognize them. I went to kinesiology, where I learnt the power of imagination. I imagined the successful exam passing and since then I passed them all and finished the college. But it was a big struggle. All my classmates were going to parties or had fun other ways but I was sitting at home and studying.
I do not say it was a waste of time. Because I learnt that power of imagination and that you need to have a goal in your life. What will I do next? I am working first on my goal and then I can start doing it.
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